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Csak néztem a békés arcot. Sosem láttam ilyen nyugodtnak. Arcán, amelyen eddig mindig láttam az érzelmeit, mikor szomorú, haragos vagy egyszerűen csak kedvetlen, most nem láttam semmit. Pedig bármit megadnék azért, hogy újra láthassam azt a ritkán fellelhető gyermeki örömöt, amit oly kevesen fedeztek fel. Még egyszer, utoljára végig néztem a márványszerű testen, mikor valaki megfogta a vállam. Nővérem állt mögöttem, aki olyan lágyan nézett rám, mintha csak egy kisgyermek lennék. Igaza van. 16 éves vagyok és a legjobb barátnőm a szemem előtt lett öngyilkos. Ő segített át a közelmúlt eseményein. Ő volt az akinek hónapokkal a történtek előtt írtam, hátha...aztán egyszer csak jött az üzenet, hogy nem vállalja a felelősséget a tetteiért. Megértettem, hiszen én sem vállalnám. Azt mondta, hogy ez a kapcsolat engem tönkre tesz, nem hittem neki, pedig igaza volt. Mindig igaza volt, még akkor is mikor azt mondta, hogy vannak emberek akiket nem lehet megmenteni. Akkor nem hittem neki és makacsan ragaszkodtam az elképzeléseimhez. Kívánhatnám azt, bár hallgattam volna rá, de mi értelme lenne? Akkor már késő volt. Most pedig itt állunk, karácsony előtt három nappal és a barátnőmet temetjük. Még mindig nem sírok. Ilyenkor úgy érzem valami baj van velem. Itt állok életem egyik legfontosabb emberének temetésén és nem zokogok. Kimegyek az emberek közé. Mindenki ugyanúgy néz ki, sápadt arc, véreres, kisírt szemek. Csak én nem. Még egy temetésről is kilógok. Oda megyek a család tagjaihoz. Mindenki úgy gondolta ott a helyem. Családtagok. Az anyja és apja. A nővére akinek két éven belül a második testvérét kell eltemetnie. Itt a nevelő anyja is, aki együtt élt vele és nem vette észre a jeleket. Nagyon dühös voltam rá, aztán megértettem. Nem ismerte, Ő pedig nagyon jó színész volt. Nem igazán látom rajta a bánatot. Odaállok és nézem az egyforma arcokat a tömegben és keresem Őt, hátha megjelenik, hogy ez csak egy rossz vicc. Pedig tudom, hogy nem az, de nem tudom elfogadni, hogy itt hagyott. Azt ígérte nem fog. #mik #igpoem #poemsofinstagram #depression #depi #love #depiend #szerelem #love #endless #realistpoem


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crazy posting my first poem that I have completed in so long. this poem relates to self-sabotage and self-destruction. something I struggle with personally. recently I have began reading about the topic and now have an understanding of why it is done and how common it actually is. #poemsofinsta #poemsofig #poems #poemsofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #bpd #borderline #depression #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #poem #drugs #recovery #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthawarenessmonth #mentalhealth #tw #abuse #quotes #sadness


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flowing off the charts, brainwaves are an ocean in itself; united to the physical. linking the beginning of life to the source of design; our Creator is of no other. the intelligence containing a storm, spirals by control. lifting climates into earth's magnetism, balancing power in the aura; unconditionally, we can tap into this geography of love. each cell, binding your being, beating in electricity, connected to the mind; endlessly, energy is emitted back to the spinning sun. unique are the sequences of materials, forming infinity, distinguishable through the shape of our universe. #mentalhealthawareness #poem #poet #author #poetry #poemsporn #poemsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #music #beat #bass #rhythm #tune #drums #electronic #electronicmusic #electronicdancemusic #house #housemusic #perspective


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: Payment of our own hypnotisation, constantly consulting this disconnetion, with signal creating luxuries of confusion, that self-incarceratate providing the illusion of a free state, for universe marvelled by its own ability, to compromise evolution in society, as it see itself voluntary, sleep walking into a sea profitability. @trebor1983 FULL POEM ON STORIES THROUGHOUT THE WEEK. #epilepsywarrior #epilepsyawareness #epilepsyinmotion #epilepsy #poem #poems #POEMSOFINSTAGRAM #poet #poets #POETSOFINSTAGRAM #writer #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #poetryofinstagram #war #society #communication #phones #connection #nature #health #politics #deception #evil #satanic #corruption


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━━━ ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ━━━ Struggling to keep a hold of this pain I have so much on my mind, I don't how to deal I don't know how to face the one in the mirror Tell me this is a nightmare, tell me this is not real. Wake Me Up jessicaannee ♡ If you or someone you know is suicidal please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline on 1800 273 8255 and remember you are not alone. ♡ #jessicaannee #poemsbyme #darkpoetrysociety #Poetry #poemsbyme #poetrycommunity #poems #poemsofinstagram #darkpoetry #depressionpoems #poetryoftheday #poetryisnotdead #poetryisalive #poetrytribe #poetrydaily #poetryisart #poemsdaily #poemstagram #sadpoems #poetryofthesoul #poemssociety #poetryaccount #poemsporn #poetrylovers #poetryistherapy #poemsofig #instapoems #shortpoems


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To find out more, check biolink @pallavighosh.24 Or copy, paste the links shared below on a new tab👇 https://storyyarn291852109.wordpress.com/2019/05/20/reasoning/ OR https://storyyarn.wordpress.com/2019/05/20/reasoning/ #nationalpoetrymonth #poem #poems #poetrybuff #poetrycommunity #poempublishers #igpoem #poemsofinstagram #poemsdaily #poemsporn #storyyarn #haiku


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"I am in love with You. What's the use of giving me advice? I have already drunk the poison. What's the use of candy? They say, Bind his feet in chains, But they can't bind up my crazy heart." ▪️ "Whoever witnessed existence in pure meaning, and in materiality found nothingness? Whoever witnessed the isness of the universe, And within existence, recognise non existence?" ▪️ "I always see the remedy in pain. I see the subtle gift and fidelity in angry quarrels and betrayals. When I look down, I don't see the earth. And when I look up, I don't see the vault of the sky. Whatever I glance at I see you." #poetry #poems #rumi #art #words #feelings #love #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #poemsofinstagram #poemsporn_ #igpoem #beautiful #instagram #instadaily #moodygrams #mood #holiday #reading #reader #wordporn #wordgasm


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Sometimes, When you carve your body with a permanent tattoo, Some part of your skin, fails to hold the ink and lets it run away with the first few showers. Once that part of your skin loses pigmentation, it really gets difficult to permanently color it with any kind of ink. And your tattoo learns how to live like that, with little parts of its existence colorless, Waiting for time to pass, For the skin to regain its ability to hold the ink, And in most cases, it does. But sometimes, Just sometimes, It forgets the art of accepting ink. Sometimes, When you carve your heart with permanent love, Some part of your soul, fails to hold that much affection and lets it run away with the first few insecurities. Once that part of your soul loses passion, it gets really difficult to fill it with any kind of emotions. And your heart learns to live like that, with little parts of it’s existence loveless, Waiting for time to pass, For the soul to regain its ability to feel, And in most cases, it does. But sometimes, Just sometimes, It forgets the art of accepting love. ————————————————————— #art #create #creative #creativity #tattoo #photooftheday #postoftheday #love #lovepoems #poem #poemsofinstagram #instagram #instapic #instapost #instamood #mood #life #relationships #artofaccepting #writerscommunity #writer #writersofinstagram #writers #repost #igers #fonts #graphicdesign #followme #followforfollowback #color


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Buenos días, no veo GOT, pero espero que tras los spoilers y ese final tan poco esperado, sigáis vivos. Yo aquí sigo, con mis poesías y muchos pájaros en la cabeza. . . . . . . . . #poesia #poemas #quotes #frases #micropoesia #poemsofinstagram #poemsoftheday #quoteoftheday #frasedeldia #blackandwhite #music #minimalism #wordsofwisdom #b #writersofinstagram #madrid #got #jdt #wordporn #instafrase #fotofrase


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We fit so perfectly together.


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Let us assume, it was a beautiful night. Let us assume, you and I didn't part that night. Let us assume, that night wasn't our last one together. Let us assume, you weren't the one who made all the promises but in the end left our home, abruptly banging the door behind you. My Love, let us assume that you and I will again meet to complete our unfinished poems and the painting on your canvas. Let us assume that the probability of you and me staying together is one. And lastly, you won't love anyone else as much as you loved me. #instapost #instaclick #kolkata #memories #writersofindia #writerscommunity #poetsofig #poemsofinstagram #poemsoninstagram #wordgasm #wordporn #poemsporn #writeon #alotlikelove #verses #musings #muse #thoughts #lostsomewhere #poetsofig #poetsofinstagram #poetsoninstagram #igwrites #writersofig #instapoems #instapoets #poetry #lostlove


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... we’ll taste freedom if we keep going. #instapoetry #instapoem #instapoet #poemsofinstagram #poems #poemas


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Tightrope Amid that line of hope Weighs my rapture and reason, Like walking a tightrope Balancing on a sunlit season. Take a stroll, take a stroll / Shall I wither toe by toe? Above which reason should control The flow of virtue far below. Should my next tread spring doom To rock a boulder on the wall, Then I'll arrive in the next room Via the exit to the entry door. The weight will cease of a mortals hour To die at the hand that made, As mortality oversways one's power To no longer be enslaved. All that sin I'll weave in song When my silence finds a sentence, Just as time amends all wrong In the presence of my absence.


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It's not like i dont have people around me... I do.. i am not a loner.. i have people i can talk to i can laugh with and just be. But when it comes to having people around me when i am at my worst i always find myself alone. I am alone when i am locked up in a dark room screaming and crying... I find myself alone when i need someone the most. When my thoughts have no limits and nothing makes sense..and everything feels sort of numb... When my nails are digging deeper in my palms.. and the only way out seems self harm. It breaks my heart just like my own shadow people leave me in the dark. Why u don't ask them to stay? U say.. But if they wanted they would and not runaway. How would they know? U ask... Well they would know if they tried to..they would know if they wanted to. They would see it behind my puffy eyes and half hearted smiles.. They would feel it in my words. They would understand in my silence. But they never did and never will... But just for once i wish... They noticed the marks on my skin. #wordporn#poetry#poem#quoteoftheday#poemsofinstagram#writersofinstagram#likeforlikes#writing#poemsoftheday#igpoetsofindia#igquotes#poemsporn#writersofindia#poetrycommunity#picoftheday#poemsbyme#followforfollowback #igquotes#writingcommunity#oracularpoetry#poemsporn#sadqoutes#spilledink#lovequotes #alone #worldofpoets#bymepoetry#writers_together #poetsofficial#poemsindia #tastehermind#evepoetrygroup @oracularpoetry


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Tara?...🌹


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In Memoriam How beautiful it would be if we can’t remember! Whether it’s January or it’s December, Is it an alphabet or is it a number, What is salt and what is pepper. Without memory days would be bliss And the nights, we shall not miss. Summer or winter, all the same Palindrome, deja vu: it’s not a game. Free from ecstasy and free from pain Nothing to lose nothing to gain. Without sanity we can’t be insane Nothing would be vanity nothing to reign. . . . . To read more of my poems check out the link in bio . . . . . . . . #poem #poems #poetry #poetrycommunity #poet #poemsofinstagram #poemsporn #poetryporn #poetsofinstagram #instapoets #instapoems #poetryisnotdead #poemlover #poetrylover #loveofpoetry #indianpoetry #poetsofindia #love #life #nature #beauty #inspiration #inmemoriam #debiprasadsahu


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